The room was dim, lit only by the soft amber glow of the bedside lamp and the faint blue flicker from the city outside the half-open curtains.
The room was dim, lit only by the soft amber glow of the bedside lamp and the faint blue flicker from the city outside the half-open curtains. The air smelled faintly of jasmine from the oil she’d massaged into her scalp earlier, mixed with the clean linen scent of freshly changed sheets.
She sat cross-legged in the middle of the bed, wearing nothing but the thin rose-pink camisole that clung loosely to her skin. Her long black hair—glossy, heavy, the kind people always reached to touch—spilled over her shoulders and down her back like dark water.
He knelt behind her, barefoot, sleeves rolled to the elbows. On the nightstand rested the things they’d quietly gathered over the last week: a pair of professional clippers still in the box, a new pack of foil shavers, a soft badger brush, a small bowl of warm water, shaving cream that smelled faintly of sandalwood, and the old straight razor he’d sharpened twice that afternoon even though they both knew he wouldn’t need it.
No words for a long minute. Just the sound of her slow breathing and the distant murmur of traffic far below.
“You still sure?” he asked, voice low.
She tilted her head back until it rested lightly against his chest, looking up at him upside-down.
“I’ve been sure for months,” she said. “Tonight just feels… right.”
He nodded once, more to himself than to her.
He started with his fingers first—gathering the thick length of her hair into a loose ponytail, not to cut yet, just to feel its weight one last time. She closed her eyes when he ran his thumb along the nape of her neck, tracing the invisible line where skin met hair.
Snip.
The first elastic band cut away. A soft heavy rope of hair slid forward over her shoulder. She caught it reflexively, held it in both hands like something precious, then set it carefully on the pillow beside her.
He picked up the clippers. No guard. The moment the switch clicked on, the low powerful hum filled the room. She shivered—not from cold.
He pressed the flat of his free hand to the crown of her head, gentle but firm, tilting her forward just enough.
The first pass started at the back, right at the hairline. A slow, deliberate stripe up the center. Black strands fell in heavy curtains, landing on her thighs, on the sheets, on his forearms. She exhaled a shaky laugh when the cool air first kissed the freshly bared skin.
“God,” she whispered. “That’s… cold.”
He didn’t answer. Just kept going—methodical, reverent—carving wide paths from nape to crown, then side to side. The clippers grew warm against his palm. Tiny black flecks dusted her shoulders, her collarbones, collected in the hollow of her throat.
When only a dark velvet stubble remained, he switched off the clippers and set them aside.
Now the quiet felt bigger.
He dipped the badger brush in warm water, swirled it in the shaving cream until it built a thick, glossy cloud. She tipped her head back again, exposing the full curve of her scalp. He painted the foam on in slow circles—forehead to crown, temple to temple—covering every inch. The scent of sandalwood curled between them.
She kept her eyes closed the whole time.
The straight razor came next, but he barely used its edge—just the lightest touch, gliding more than scraping, letting the weight of the steel and the warmth of his hand do most of the work. Each pass revealed smooth, shining skin. Each wipe of the towel showed her reflection changing in the mirror across the room.
When he finally set the razor down and ran his fingertips over her entire head—checking, double-checking—she opened her eyes.
She reached up slowly, palms flat, sliding them over the bare curve of her scalp. A soft, startled sound escaped her—half laugh, half sob.
“It’s so… sensitive,” she murmured.
He leaned down and pressed his lips to the top of her head, right at the crown, where the skin was still slightly warm from friction and cream.
“Beautiful,” he said against her scalp. The word vibrated straight into her.
She turned in his arms then, knelt facing him on the bed, and guided his hands back to her head. She wanted him to feel it too—the strange new smoothness, the way every tiny ridge and contour was suddenly available to touch.
They stayed like that a long time—foreheads resting together, his palms cradling her naked scalp, her fingers tracing the line of his jaw—until the city lights outside began to soften toward dawn.
No rush to speak.
The hair would grow back.
But this moment—this exact quiet, bare vulnerability—was theirs alone.
And it felt like the most honest thing either of them had ever done.
